Celine’s Little Diary

This morning, my dad looked at me and say “You look skinny as bamboo“. It wasn’t a compliment.

It’s  3.19am. I got woken up by some mosy stings. Now I can’t sleep. My body is tired but my head is very much awake.

God, please knock my head and make me sleep…

It’s 1.44am. I’m lying awake. Trying very hard to sleep. How frustrating is that?

When I need to sleep, I can’t sleep. When I shouldn’t be sleeping, I ended up sleeping the whole day. God please help me…

Lately I have not been eating properly. I wouldn’t say it’s an eating disorder but rather I do not have the appetite to eat. So I ended up eating 1 meal per day. I don’t remember when did it first started but I think it was sometime a week ago. And I’ve been sleeping a lot on days when I do not attend classes. Not sure what is wrong with me. Anorexic?

I’m not sick sick but rather a little unwell. Feeling kind of weak and tired all the time. I think I’m falling sick? And I will be having my FYP presentation on Wednesday. Isn’t that just great? Haven’t prepare my slides yet.

I still have some things to do tomorrow. Renew my passport for Singapore trip and a casting to attend in the morning. I might just skip tomorrow class. Feeling very nervous about FYP presentation on Wed.

Just bought porridge from McD. Might just try to eat. I seriously need to eat something…

Guess what I noticed today? Hotmail finally added a scroll bar to their site.

Haha…

And just awhile ago, I finally got the time to upload my Halloween pic on Facebook. Ya la. When got time, one shot edit all the pics, upload them and blog it.

This was my Halloween costume for Nokia Nuffnang Silent Halloween. Some called me the dirty mummy (ya, dirty wat), some called me the little mummy (yup, I’m little too) but I named myself as the bloody mummy (got blood, kay). LOL!

It’s been raining since early evening. I was actually hoping to grab some “turtle jelly” from the night market. But sigh. Guess I will have to wait for another week. Okay, the proper name for it is Guilinggao. “Turtle jelly” was just a translation from Chinese which I referred it to. It’s actually known as Herbal Turtle Jelly. At least I got part of it right. Hehe…

Ever since I last had this Guilinggao at Esquire Kitchen, I’ve been craving for it.

And guess what? I found an alternative way to resource for it. They actually come in canned form. RM1.90 each. Expensive? I don’t know… The one I got from the night market was 3 containers for RM5. Home made.

It’s 2.46am. I came home probably an hour ago. Showered and ready to head to bed.

Mum has finally decided that we could spend few days in Singapore during the month of December but the only problem is I haven’t make any room booking or transportation yet. I wonder whether will there still be any available rooms at this period of time. You know, people used to say that “the whole is in Singapore during Christmas“.  While “during Chinese Year New, the whole world will be in Penang“.

Will need to get some things done tomorrow. Update my blog, prepare my FYP presentation slide, make room booking for Singapore and so on…

Man, I’m exhausted. Was at OK! 3rd Anniversary few hours ago. The event was a little boring compared to their previous event - OK! Celeb Fest. The place was really packed. As usual, I bumped into familiar faces. Met some APIITians as well. Small world, eh? Anyway… Will update more on that tomorrow. I’m tired. Really tired.

I came back from No Black Tie an hour ago. My nose is stuffy due to the smoke and the flame from the candle. Never like smoking area especially when the ventilation is really bad.

My Heroes, episode 9 download is finally complete. Looking forward to it. Also, looking forward to completing my dress tomorrow, if possible. My target would be to finish a dress within a week or maximum 2 weeks (I only have 2 classes a week).

I should start getting busy myself. Having too much free time and nothing to do, it just drives me crazy. Especially when my boyfriend himself is busy with work and do not have any time for me.

It’s 1.38am and it’s pouring rain outside. Good time to take a rest. Hopefully I’m able to sleep well tonight. And just hopefully my nose doesn’t get cloged again.

I hate it when someone is giving me false hope. Like telling you that you got shortlisted but then got rejected for a job. I was actually looking forward to tomorrow’s TVC job, despite that fact that I am in need of some extra cash. Just awhile ago, I got the news from my agent that I didn’t get the job because i got rejected later on. If only she would only tell me I got the job when I really get the job and not just shortlisted and then get rejected few days later. Arrrrg! It just hard to take. You know? But then again, I think it is her responsibility to at least inform regarding the status and not expecting me to contact her. I know she’s busy, I don’t blame her.

Anyway, later in the evening I will be heading down to No Black Tie for their Music Night by Time Out. Hope that one turn out well.

Sigh. Just when I thought my luck was getting better… People usually tell me not to count my chicken before the egg hatch. But I usually prefer hope for good things to happen. Being wishful isn’t a sin, kay. It’s always good to aim high no matter now negetive things may sound. But of course, things don’t usually turn out the way we wanted. That’s a fact!

Last Sunday, Robert invited me and some of his couch surfer friends to a little gathering at his place. It was a rather small and casual gathering of 8 people. I barely know any of them except for Rob. There was this guy named, Mac from Iran which I thought he looked European because of his fair skin. Virginia from Hungary and Kim from Australia. While Intan and another girl (which I forgotten her name) were both local like me.

Rob and Kim prepared the dishes. Nothing fancy though but it was different compared to what we Malaysian usual have during gatherings. There was wine, bread, carrot, sausages, biscuits and different type of cheese. I never knew those type of cheese would taste so good. Made me wanna go grab some of those from cold storage the next time I head there.

Kim brought Blokus and Shisha that night. That was pretty much the only entertainment for that night. That night was the first time I played Blokus and I’m already loving that game. Am trying to download a PC version of that game.

*Photo by Kim taken from Facebook.

It was a rather close and quiet gathering. Personally, I don’t really attend gathering with people that I have not met because I find it hard to open up to them. Or rather, we were in different channel that night. But nevertheless, those ladies were really friendly and nice.

The little girl that came along that night was a little annoying, but at the same time, she was really cute. She was helping Rob and Intan with Blokus and kept trying to put make a move while she harldy understand the game. I can tell that Rob was a little annoyed but he was just cool with her. Man, I seriously am clueless, hopeless and impatient with kids. Can’t imagine having one right now.

Today, I just gotten myself a new toy… *grin* Am pretty happy about it. And I can tell you, it sure blings. *grin* Hehe…

Okay, I’m off to bed. I have quite a number of things to do tomorrow morning… Goodnight!